We have been waiting on some custody and summer planning issues surrounding Chad's children before making our wedding plans. And waiting....and waiting.....and waiting............you get the idea.
We were engaged on Sunday, February 26. It's Tuesday, May 29. No date. I am beyond bonkers with this process....and it's really starting to take a toll on me. We have picked three different dates - and each one has ended up being determined as unacceptable due to factors that we cannot control nor fix.
If I start thinking about this issue within an hour of bedtime, it causes for a night of lost sleep. Every time someone innocently asks, "when are you getting married?", I nearly burst into tears.
I have decided the direction I want my life to go....and now I want that direction to happen. To be more accurate, in Forget Paris, Billy Crystal declares, "when you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible". This is how I feel.
Please, if you are enough of my friend to read this blog, please don't ask any more. I am not saying this because I want to be mean, but rather because it hurts too much. We are taking the necessary steps to finalize a date, but it's moving very, very slowly and my already-impatient nature is particularly heightened.
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