I am officially turning 30.
Yep, 30.
Sigh......30.
It doesn't seem particularly monumental to Chad, since is not even in the same decade (hee hee), but I must admit, I am feeling old. I didn't accomplish all of the things on my 30 Before 30 list, but I figured that was a little bit much any way.
I have so many thoughts and feelings about this milestone. If you asked me 10 years ago what I thought this birthday would look like, I can easily say that I would never have guessed I would turn 30 with a divorce under my belt to someone who turned out to be much different than I knew, still without experiencing pregnancy, a pending marriage on the way to a person that makes me better daily, and three non-biological children that I love more than I know how to handle.
I am definitely not disappointed with my life, but....wow, what crazy turns my life has taken. Unexpected, painful, wonderful, and growth experiences abound.
Let the good times roll!
Sarah, Sarah, Sarah...
ReplyDeleteLove you! You'll be an awesome entry to the 30 club. Proud to have you.
Nope, life doesn't turn out how you plan. At 30, I was sort of in a similar situation. I had ended a 4 year relationship, quit the best job I'd eager had at Pfizer, moved home to start dating a terrible guy, broke off that engagement and found myself depressed. Then, when I least expected it, Porter came into my life...at 30!!!! I put all my eggs into his basket 2,000 miles away and look what happened. The good will come, Sarah. I know it will.
Love you.